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2002-11-16 - 1:25 a.m. tonight started out to be like every friday a boring tharr draw out evening wich would end with me feel ing discarded on noticed and lonely. . my mom however saw through my mask and suggested we go to wal-mart and spent my bonus I did not really want go but I coud not sit and be alone again. Anyway, went saw pat my friend he was goni see herry potter w every one and I saw forget again. I've attack grow really use to itt. It still hurt s but you come to feel like your numb. I when to the show to c if I could find them tag along I could not. On the way hme we saw the thaetre in town had late show of potter we whet in 15minite late but who cares it was an ok flicker I was just so busy looking around me at all great change work they did I didn't pay to movie. I sat there wondering if I would ever get a date or if I will always been part w/units. I feel bad I wasn't here 4 mike I had to leave the house though. Sorry. Wood love to spend all day wyou. .Lol thats a happy thought. I miss you muchly. Huge hugs. Wish you where here. Wish my muscle worked .I wish 2 not be soo scared of peopleS reaction.don't you? I i've imagined at in my head 100 time over what itt would be too not think of your every movement. Freedom. To live. Run walk dacong. c
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